Yeah. I want to grow up! These are the words I let go with my mouth accompanied with tears. Though it really hurts and feeling like my heart was tore but these are just signs that I accepted the fact that I moved on.

There are times like you cry a lot because you want him back, but this won't happened anymore.  I just accepted the fact that we can’t be together and I’m still young. There are lots of happenings that will pass in my life.

                “I’LL BE FINE”. Life is a weather. The storm came along in my life and destroyed everything. After he destroyed my life, here I am, still strong and ready to face the next trials.

                It was really hard for me to let him go, but that’s life and letting him go was the biggest trial I’ve overcome. If we are really meant for each other, I know fate will make a way.

                I was also thinking, what if one day will come and I’ll meet him accidentally? I really can’t imagine what would be my reaction. Well, come what may and I would never avoid him, because if I do, it seems like I’m so affected. Yeah. Lol

                Today, honestly I’m missing him. I am long for his messages. Maybe, we are not really meant for each other, maybe, God is reserving someone for me, but for this moment, in my heart and in my keeps saying the phrase, “I’ll keep on loving him”.

                Before, every time I woke up in the morning I really prayed about us that we will surpass every problem, but I guess that would be only until there. I guess infinity only exist in the hands of God. I guess, infinity will exist when both of you will not surrender. Yeah. I admit I surrender right away but he left me behind, there was none I could lean on and the only thing that came into my mind was letting him go and let myself find who really I am. Sorry

                “Ako’y alipin mo kahit hindi batid, aaminin ko minsan ako’y manhid.” I could still remember this song he sang to me while he put his forehead unto mine. Why does he give me so much to remember?  Well, I know we are not really destined and I know your fate is really different in mine.

                Before, you really wish that we should be, but where is it now? You were the once who broke your own wishes and promises. It was your choice to hurt me, Kieth. And now, all I need to do is move on and find a better happy ending.

                I was too wrong on meeting someone like you. I was too wrong that, I, was the one who let myself trapped in yours. Now that you’re gone, BE HAPPY and I’ll be the best I can. I know there’s this someone that needs you more and God’s reserving you for her.